This is a small apology. For not being good with words, for being sad around you, for depriving you of sleep, for ranting to you, for requiring comfort, for being insecure, for wanting affection, for burdening you with my pain, for having tangly hair, and for being vulnerable and fragile.
This is a small thank you. For writing to me, for making me laugh, for allowing me to sleep, for listening to me, for comforting me, for making me feel beautiful, for hugging me, for reassuring me that things will be okay, for playing with my hair, and for being kind and gentle.
Anonymous asked: 23 34 39 42 45 47
23.What are you NOT looking forward to?
Every upcoming day/event where you are supposed to kiss people because I have no one to kiss and I like kissing. Examples include New Years, Valentines Day, etc.
34.How late did you stay up last night and why?
About 4am because I just wasn’t tired in the slightest.
39.Three names you go by…
Tyler, Tyler Evans, Blade
42.Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
I do, but many times we go through phases in life, or maybe a change goes through us. Because of this, I think it’s possible to have more than one soul-mate depending on which phase of life you’re in. There’s an episode of The Office where Michael says, “I thought she was The One. Or at least a The One.” Within the context of the show, Michael is just being ridiculous, however taken out of context and this quote is actually something I believe is possible.
45.Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
The funny thing is, even if people have a long distance relationship, if it goes on long enough they will make a change so that it isn’t long distance anymore. Nobody would ever have a long distance relationship, get married, and still continue that type of relationship. Case in point, they don’t last; either it gets too difficult or it is decided to not be long distance anymore, or maybe the second option is attempted and that’s when the two people realise they don’t work as well as they thought.
Sex is also important.
47.Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
The only time I found it very difficult was telling Charlotte because we had such a great friendship and she was still dating Andy at the time, so I was risking a lot to tell her that. Luckily she felt the same way and we had our first date a week later.
If she hadn’t reciprocated those feelings, I would have had to cut her off and keep my distance from her so that I could get rid of those feelings and not mess up the relationship she was already in. That was the only time where no matter what happened, my whole life was going to change after I told her.